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HOLY COW.

I curse the day you were born and i hope your next poo is a hedgehog.

CREEPY. GUY.

PHEOBEEEEEEEEEEE - why does she keep making that noise?!

Inabit homies. ♥

I miss hugs.

Hugs.

Hugs.

Hugs.

I love hugs.

Proper Hugs

Not those crappy one armed things that Sohinip always gives.

Proper two armed, lovely, jubbly hugs.

I wish some random stranger would just come up and give me a hug.

Or I want to just go in to town with a massive free hugs sign and just cuddle away.

Or a friend, without reason would come up from behind me.

Or someone would give a hello AND a goodbye hug.

Or those times when you see an absolutely gorgeous person in the street and just have the urge to give em a squeeze.

Lifes a raspberry sponge cake.

I feel like i've messed up.

I've decided that i have Decidiophobia - Fear of making decisions.

The funny thing is, this actually exists.

I know this as i am now doing phobias for my photograpy project :D (let me know if anyone wants to be a model for me)

But yeah. I have like 2883235896 decisions to make and no idea how to go about them all. Umm good one Fran. Anyway its no ones fault but my own and i'll be fine anyway, i'm just moaning.

My Day was pretty eventful:

I've broken one of guitar strings already. Not impressed.

Had a french exam today. Officially the longest two and a half hours of my life. Ever.

Went dancing, my foot KILLED. got a blister from stupid jesus shoes. no.

Ummm lemme talk about something interesting for once.

The wingspan of eagles.

A female bald eagle's body length varies from 35 to 37 inches; with a wingspan of 79 to 90 inches. The smaller male bald eagle has a body length of 30 to 34 inches; with a wingspan ranging from 72 to 85 inches. An eagle's average weight is ten to fourteen pounds. Northern birds are significantly larger than their southern relatives. K?

Soooo didn't copy and paste this.

Moving on.

HIIII DANGE. AND HIIII MALA.

You both want me to write about you so VOILA.

Mala. you rock my socks off. Quite literally the best friend i've ever had. I love how you listen to me ramble on about my problems and my obsession with ed westwick and rpattz. Also how i can be a complete and utter todge around you and you wouldn't tell a soul. The nicknames for people or things we make, makes me pee quite frankly. You're ever so pretty and honest. So you'll tell me when i'm doing something wrong (which is often) so thank you. You're basically the perfect friend. Don't know what i'd do without you :) I love you.

Dange. I love your blogs. They make me smile. I know i'm very indecisive and lose my head sometimes, but its just cause i care. Also i love you're abnormally big head ;) You're a very caring person, and you're wayyy too paranoid. NO ONE HATES YOU. well some people do, but not me. I like your honesty and how you're not afraid to be anyone but yourself. Its very inspiring. Your sense of humour is undescribable (in a good way). Basically (8) you're simply the best, dum dum dum dum, better than all the rest (8)

In conclusion... i wish i had a bigger wingspan as people taunt me due to the fact that I cannot reach the top shelf at Sainsbury's :)

Goodbye.

LOVE vs HATE

Thank you to Mala for writing the previous blog. It was a wonderful insight into my day to day life. Well Done.

P.S. ILOVEYOU.

D'you wanna know what i hate?

Jude Law.

Thats it.

You may be wondering why, right?

BASICALLY; his face makes me want to vomit, hes up his own arse and he just annoys me so god damn much.

Those people who know that i hate him already, probably think i'm retarded, but i know they love me for it ;)

I reckon its one of those weird hatred for no reason things.

But yuck. He is the devil. Sorry.

Swiftly moving on to people that I absolutely adore.

BEZZIES FOR LIFE. (probably not for life, cause after year 13 everyone is buggering off anyway, but i don't care)

Mala, Tasha, Sohinip, Sally, Chanice, Sophie. You're just top, top girls. And even though you all have your little OR big rants and go crazy sometimes and are just class tit heads. I completely and utterly love you all. I don't know what the hell i would do without every single one of you. You all make me pee. And i think thats the most important thing to a friendship. Being able to share our pee, together. :) Wise words Fran, wise words.

Also maybe a couple of you don't class me as a 'bezzie' or close, close friend, but thats fine. I'm not as amazing as all of you ;) and i've just remembered more memories and i'm basically more loving than you.

The other people who are maybe thinking 'why aren't i on here?'. You know i love you too.

'Sohinip nip nip nip...', 'I see you jim, screw the bobbin!' - Fran Wright ♥

!!'Frans going for a dump!!' 'we met hiker at the cinema, shes well nice, proper long hair and she likes chicken drumsticks ;)' '*points to ugly face in psychology book* THERES YOU!' - Mala Mistry ♥

'How does your hair stay so straight?!', '*comes up from behind you* TIG!' - Tasha Jaldevi ♥

'Tramp, Gorm etc etc...', 'Green beans and quiche!' - Sohinip Patel ♥

'I AM TIME TRAVELLERRRRRR!', 'you olé him into the pot whilst i throw the coconut' 'The crow flies west over moscow ;)' 'Pea! *looks up*' 'Did you forget?'-Sally Cree ♥

'Have you got the keys?' - Chanice Palmer ♥

'*As you're leaving* "love ya!!"' - Sophie Wilkinson ♥

This probably makes no sense, but its the things i like about all of them or the quotes that keep me insane. Insane is the new trend, the best way forward. FOR SURE BLUD

i talk crap. goodnight

Hey Sexy ;)

Today was a very very very interesting day. I found some holes in my leggins :O SHOCKER! Also my mother only gave me 6p for lunch today how CHEAP! but i do love evelyneeeeeeeeeee.

How was your day?

I like the smell of my fridge, oh it is so sexy.

I fed Mala some vintage chocolate. best before may 2007. oooyah!

I like the Leicester University guy, but he's ugly.

erm.

my momma wants me to dust my room so cyahh suckersssss!

I LOVE MALA MISTRY!

and maybe sohinip & sophie but NOT as much as mala :)

:) :) :)

ps: be back tomorrow for some great cheeeeese :D

spicy chinken wings. pizza. quiche. GREEN BEANS!

Dancing at discos,
Eating cheese on toast,
Yeah you make me merry, make me very, very happy ♥

Fal de ral de ral do. Fal de ral de ral do.

Sup blud.

I've already ran out of things to write on this blog thingy.

BUT i now have a guitar! and i love it with all my heart.

i've kinda learnt Kate Nash - Nicest thing on it so far, and its sounds pretty good so yippee. youtube it if you haven't heard it. Its an absolute belter. ♥

UNICORNS. what lovely creatures, that is if they existed.

moving on :)

"You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything. . . affects everything."

"Sometimes we have thoughts that even we don't understand. Thoughts that aren't even true—that aren't really how we feel—but they're running through our heads anyway because they're interesting to think about."

Thirteen Reasons Why - By Jay Asher.

Killer of a book. I highly recommend it.

And these quotes represents exactly how i'm feeling. Not the book, cause thats about suicide, just the quotes. Don't panic. xD

Scary Stuff.

I'd just like to mention a few things that absolutely terrify me. In order of terrifyingness 0_o

1. Hurting peoples feelings - I know it obviously doesn't sound scary, but to me, it really is. I also know that i have hurt peoples feelings in the past, but i hope they know that i didn't intend to. I tend to think that my purpose on this earth is to make people smile and laugh, and i'd like to think i'm doing a pretty good job at that right now. But i'm dreadful at handling situations and my head never really knows what the hell to do which means people end up waiting and i end up wasting their time. Thats usually the reason why i end up messing everything up because i really have no idea what to do. Its really pathetic of me.

2. The dentists - It genuinely scares the living day lights out of me. When i think of them putting all sorts of tools in my mouth and prodding around wherever they please, it makes me shiver. Each time i drive past my dentists even if i don't have an appointment my whole body shakes and i get goosebumps. Its very odd i know, but its just one of those things i guess.

3. Drowning or Burning - This would be the WORST way to die. I'd like to die in my sleep, nice and peacefully, or just die really quickly to save the pain. But having to go through the excruciating hurt of being burnt to death, or the struggle of drowning and not being able to reach the surface makes me violently ill. Yuck.

4. Wasps and sharks - Stupid creatures. Useless, annoying, pointless, ugly pests. Its weird how it goes from one extreme to the other. Like wasps are tiny weeny things and sharks are absolutely huge. But i've been stung by a wasp before and it bloody hurt. I've never been near a shark, and i don't intend to. Everything about it, the way it looks, the way it swims shouts 'danger, danger. enemy!' in my head.

5. Anger - When people lose control, or shout, or give you that look which says '"$%^$(@*!!!'. Yeah, i do not like that. I haven't had many experiences of this, apart from occasionally when my dad kinda blows up. Its like i know hes harmless but it still scares me. For two reasons mainly; one, cause i don't want to see him angry or upset and two, because what he or whoever for that matter says is harsh and it hurts. Anger makes me feel guilty.

On a brighter note:

Donkey!

Thank you for listening... well reading ♥

THEREFORE.

hello all (all two of you probably)

my blog today is going to be very cheerful!

i'd like to say happy birthday to Sally (not that she'll read this but i do not give a damn)

shes wicked and i've known her for like 14 years so HAI. loving her :D

anyway. i'm feeling good today, apart from lack of sleep but i don't mind. :) i can have a lie in tomorrow maybe :D Its my daddys birthday tomorrow also and he is OFFICIALLY the best daddy in the world. no discussion. k. so happy birthday to him too.

WHAT A SWELL DAY IT IS OUTSIDE :)

I'M SORRY. But these are all my future husbands.

That empty feeling.

You know when you have that really empty feeling in your stomach? Yeah, thats what i'm feeling. Like when i think that i'm not really doing anything with my life. Its just slowly passing me by and i'm not taking any risks and staying in one place all the damn time. I need to get out of here!

Mhmmm and exams and school is all i'm focusing on when really i could get hit by a bus tomorrow. Its like 'DO SOMETHING FRANNNNNNN!'

My family are annoying me right now. Its like i'm piggy in the middle. How do they expect me to decide where i want to go every day? I want to see them both but when i'm with one the other is unhappy. I don't know what they expect me to do. I can't juggle both parents, work, and actually having some small glimmer of a social life.

Basically i don't know how i'm feeling with pretty much everything. I don't know where i should go, what to do, whether i like you and what to decide. Bugger it all.

Anyway on a brighter note: I'm eating a nectarine and may i just say it is possibly the best nectarine i have ever eaten. ALSO my granny just rang and i had a proper convo with her in french. HA i'm so impressed with my little self

Sorry for all the depressingness and all the rhetorical questions. BYE BIATCHES.

A blog just for Mala

Hello Mala. ;) bezzie for life much. ♥

SO. this my third blog. i well like writing them.

did not sleep well, got to sleep at like 2am cause of some minger texting me. JUST KIDDING. :)

anywho i have found a new song which i am in love with and its pissing off the eclipse soundtrack too. Its called My love and its by Sia. Its kinda unique and i doubt many would like it, but giz it a listen.

i think i'm gonna go paint my nails. for the fourth time this week. then probably eat a creme egg. THEN i'm off to the cinema to see letters to juliet. looks interesting and it has that amanda seyfried in it xD i love her. shes always in films about letters. Like in mama mia she wrote letters to her 3 possible dads, then in dear john she wrote letters to her bf in a war and now she finds a letter from someone looking for some Lorenzo dude! mehh hes not that amazing anyway by the looks of the trailer.

Hmmm.

I've decided that i want to be Taylor Momsen. Thats my news for today. I WANT to be her. Shes in a band called 'The Pretty Reckless'. Her style is amazing. Shes gorgeous. Oh and did i mention she stars alongside Ed Westwick in Gossip Girl. Yes thats right. ED WESTWICK ♥ Shes got a serious attitude problem though, she thinks shes like 25 when shes only 16 ¬¬

This is her:

Ich bin jealous.

bit random. these are some recent piccys i have taken YO

2nd blog. incase you didn't know

So yeahh. i'm feeling pretty good today. Just bought Teen Vogue. cause i'm a teen and i like vogue (Y)

gonna cut out all the style pics and stick um all over me wall. i'm aiming to fill the whole length of my wall. done about 1/4 of it so far :D

Went to the Vojon in Anstey earlier. Theres a waiter that looks like ronaldo but asian HA if that makes sense. He has such a lovely smile... mmm.

I had dancing. which i'm loving. i also love Katie and Jessi-car ♥

I had and exam for psy today, it went alright but it wasn't too awkward... hmm. I DON'T KNOW.

Anywho i'm off to paint my nails ALL of the colours of the rainbow then probably dislike it and take it off again.

Oh and just so you know. I want to shave your hair off because i love it so much :)

THE END. ♥

Mmmm just some photos that i'm kinda in love with right now :)

Oh HAI

The Script. ♥

Yea, this is my socks and a bra. JUST CUS. I kinda like it.

So i've made this blog thing. Not really sure what to write. I guess you just write how you feel and what you've been up to.

WELL, i've done bugger all and i have an exam tomorrow. ha. its not looking good.

ermmm had a stressful few days, a lot going on, not knowing how to deal with things etc.

but its all good in the hood.