What did you expect?

Pfft I suck at this. Such a cunt.

So enough of the nice blogs. That's not really why I started this whole blogging thing. I blog to moan, and no one needs to listen, its your choice if you read this. I was intending my audience to be complete strangers. No judgement. Just me ranting.

So I will continue to rant, and if you don't like it. PISS OFF xD

Nice weather we're having ayy. I love England.

Anyway, I was thinking today that its really ridiculous to make assumptions. Some assumptions are of course, correct, but if you assume something that is incorrect then that's just very judgemental. I assume, I'm not saying I don't. I'm stupid. Baha. But what really annoys me is rumours. Like, why do people start them? What is the point? ESPECIALLY when you don't know the person you're spreading shit about.

That ticks me off.

That drives me up the wall.

That does my head in.

And also when people assume/spread if someone's gay or straight or bi etc.. ITS NONE OF ANYONES BUSINESS BUT THAT PERSON.

Haha, soz. I'm finished now. I don't make sense.

As you can probably tell. I'm in a shocking mood.

Das Pursuit de HAPPINESS

I'm titless. You're nice. The end.

So, after a few people have noticed how ridiculously depressing my last few blogs were i've decided to do a very very happy blog.

SMMMMMILE EVERYONE :D

Yeah, so erm apart from having a pissing cold and cough i'm feeling fine and dandy really. Not gonna lie, a few things could be better. But lifes never perfect so i'm very much content :)

I well love Saturday nights on the Tv. I watched walk on the wild side followed by total celebrity wipeout followed by the x factor followed by Qi and then went on Facebook for approximately 3 hours xD. I love staying in on a Saturday night :)

I have SO MUCH homework. Not happy about that tbh. A french essay, 18374 shoots to do in photography with 0 models, an english chapter to read and i CBA to do any of the above. I'm so passing A2.

But i don't care. CUZ I LUV LYF.

inabizzle. brap.

luvin all ma homies 4 eva.

u no hu u r. bluds.

Heart Vacancy.

I feel unworthy.

Like i'm not doing my best to stay in touch with, people.

Its difficult because i don't want to feel like i'm suffocating anyone, so i keep my distance from pretty much every important person in my life.
I mean, even my parents.

Its ridiculous, but i can't really help it.

I was having one of those days where i plug my ipod in my ear, play a depressing song, and think about how crap my life is. When really its not.

I have great friends, people that care about me, i'm healthy and i'm doing okay in life. But everyone has bad days right? I think i thrive off of the depression, if that makes sense. I like dramatic shiz. I like to think i'm in some sort of movie.

I'm not at all dramatic when i talk to people, but when i'm alone i think of situations 3x worse than my current existance.

I always talk about crap depressing stuff don't i xD i should really stop. Its just how i'm feeling.

Anyway, The Wanteds new single is pretty lush.

Ya wanna no what pisses me off?

People who talk to you, then suddenly feel the need to not talk to you.

Gahhh. Lifes a bitch.

I've also decided that i no longer like my new english teacher. It took us one hour to read 9 pages, and it was possibly one of the most boring hours of my entire life.

Moving on. I love Ron Weasley.

Bye.

I wish things could turn out how everyone wants them to. Life would be so much easier that way.

But that never happens, does it?

Which is F**KING LAME.

Anyway, it was the first day back at school today. We got our timetables and the usual Helen Brown 'chat'. Even though the assemblies are only around half an hour long. They drag man. I wouldn't mind so much, but she repeats herself. A lot.

Also as i usually do, i check if anyones changed, physically. Like haircuts etc.

It was nice to see everyone again. I felt different somehow, like older or something. I don't know, that sounds stupid because of course i'm older. Ha.

Lastly, I actually like my new english teacher, which shocked me slightly. I felt like i learnt more in that lesson than i had done in the last year or so.

HOW REFRESHING.