He doesn't want the company.

...

You know when...

I having one of those phases. You know, when nothings going right.

I feel like everyone hates me and is ignoring me when they're probably not. Its very odd, but i'm sure it'll pass.

Yeah thats pretty much it today.

Oh and i bought some plastic spiders for a phobia shoot i'm planning. I'm also thinking about getting tumblr?

Well i'm back from Exmoor. I had fun. But i missed Leicester rather too much. My dad made me walk alot. And i'm not the best walker in the world, therefore my legs are bruised all over and i cannot walk up or down stairs without difficulty.

I haven't picked up my AS level results yet. My mum has them and she hasn't opened them. I'm dreading it. Not because of my grades. Because to be honest i couldn't care less if i got crap ones. Its more the disappointment on my parents faces that gets me down. Like when i got a U a while back. Literally the worst day ever xD

I'm a screwed up child.

Anyway, whilst i had free time on holiday, and nobody was contacting me, i edited a few pictures that i have taken. I've put words on them. Very sad, pathetic quotes about a load of rubbish. But i don't know, i was probably hormonal at the time. Please excuse my lack of concentration and the excessive rubbishness coming from my mouth. But i NEED sleep. I'll be better in the morning and will probably delete this blog. paha.

OK. I'm also a pathetic excuse for a girl, and i severely apologise. I should just reincarnate (not sure if thats how you spell it) into a centipede or something.

You can LOL. I won't be offended :D

Oh and you have to click on the pictures one by one to see them in full. Not that you'd want to anywho xD

#3

I'm in a loving mood.

#2

'For what its worth, I think you're amazing'

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You're exactly what I need

But everything I want.

If you're not around,

My heart beats that tiny bit slower.

I am in a field, with only a blanket of flowers

and you're not here with me.

The lonliness swallows me up,

and my breath becomes too short.

I lay on the ground and look up,

at the pristine, clear sky.

But I feel nothing, no emotion.

Without you the world is numb to me.

And yet the earth still turns but I remain frozen.

Alone.

HA. Just a random thing I wrote a few months ago. Its crap. But was appropriate at the time.